Nothing is going right for me at the moment. I'm beginning

HOLY SHIT, I QUESTION IF THERE'S A DIETY THAT HATES MY GUTS, TOO! But for different reasons
>make promises that let's be honest, get broken (I can't nofap for my life unless said god proves to me that he'll ease my day after abstaining. Only a few times did this work,especially on Easter Sunday. I assumed Jesus was the diety of concern)
>Got some money, but it's dwindling because of some bullshit
>Job's slowly getting worse day by day
>Everyone's slowly becoming assholes towards me in spite of me just showing up and trying to get shit done for the day
>In turn, this makes me negative of course
>realize I blocked my social security card, which means no one will know my credit and shit
>tried calling social security offices to unblock my number but they keep telling me to call a credit bureau or it only applies to the social security site (bullshit)
>also lost birth certificate during a move

I sometimes feel some god out there hates my guts and wants to play trickster against me. Sadly, this god succeeds all the time in worsening my life.

>>18568239
I am sorry OP, it sounds like you do have some shit stuff going on. My life is slightly better than that, and I am single, but prior to that, I endured years of bullying in school. One time in crafts class, some retard threw sawdust into my eyes so I had to go to hospital to get it removed from my eyes, luckily I didn't get blind or anything.

Just saying that what helps, what helped me, is to find one thing in your life which you really like, and keep going just for the sake of that alone, even if the rest is falling apart. Things might improve over time, but fussing too much over your current circumstances does nothing but drive you more crazy.

>>18568239
>believing there's something in charge of reality
>believing that all powerful being gives a single tin-shit about you

Stop being so stupid.