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>be me
>has ptsd (childhood abuse), crippling anxiety, severe sleeping problems and depression
>tried to seek help from a school counsellor about 5 years back
>"you cant be depressed OP, you have nothing to be depressed about"
>me avoiding any mental help after being turned down
>gets bad advice from adults about facing my fears and having to deal with my past a year later after that
>gets screwed up which costed me my college
>currently a neet and incapable of doing anything
>cant sleep, concentrate, or even function like a normal human being
>I also might have something severe because the fatigue is overwhelming and I can barely breathe just climbing up/down the stairs and I'm not even a fatfuck (I heard its a symptom of leukemia/anemia-which I had before but it wasnt as severe as this)
>tfw my parent is dragging me down, jobless and cant talk sense into making them quit a destructive hobby.
to be cont.
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I can't get a fixed sched job, I have no qualifications and my parent is preventing me from getting one. I live in a shit third world country so moving out is not an option since the minimum wage is like $8 a day (but in reality the pay is $2-4 a day if you dont have basic qualifications such as; at least 2 yrs of college) so even if I do get a job if I move out, it wont be even enough to pay basic rent. I wanted to start a small business but I have no capital to start with. So here are my current options:
>wait another year living in a shit situation and maybe.. just maybe, things will get better with my parent and I can get back to school and have a normal life
>or just kill myself because I know that in all these years nothing has change and I might as well give in to my despair and let go
If I do go with option 2 I need advice how to do it because Im leaning towards it and I just cant handle this feeling of being powerless anymore. I have no friends that could help me so getting help wont be an option. If anyone can suggest something better I would appreciate it.
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>>18566039
Therapy. School counselors are glorified house moms that know jack shit about the real world.
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and im too lazy to get a job thats pays 8 dollars an hour as a bus boy wtf is wrong with me.
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>>18566039
>I also might have something severe because the fatigue is overwhelming and I can barely breathe just climbing up/down the stairs and I'm not even a fatfuck
crippling depression can do that. a checkup would be best if it isn't too expensive, but you don't have leukemia. if you're thrid world, your mental health care in school is third world too. where do you live? what did you mean destructive hobby?
>>18566658
8 dollars a day, retard. A. DAY. Learn to read or go back to >>>/pol/ newfag.
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>>18566830
you fucking idiot im talking about my self ( i live in america) I SAID "IM TO LAZY TO GET A JOB THAT PAYS 8 DOLLARS AN *HOUR* COMPARING TO YOU THAT CAN GET 8 DOLLARS A *DAY* and also I don't go to poll I go to /ck/ and /x/
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