How do i break the shit habits that engulf my life and stop me from perusing true happiness? I always fall for simple pleasures rather than staying on a path to happiness. Porn, junk food, online multiplayer gaming, feeling sorry for myself but placing all my hope in the future are all the habits i suffer from and i want to break, im sick of living and everyday i want to die but im too afraid tp kill myself. My only plan is to live like this until i cant and then just to kill myself. I have no discipline and no conviction. Im so tired and i just want this to stop. There's a bitter crushing loneliness that i endure everyday and i want these pursuits to make up for that and make me able to be happy by myself
Habitica helped me.