Look guys, I'm just gonna be blunt.
I'm not mad that I didn't make it work with her.
I'm not mad that we slowly faded from each other despite having a ridiculously good connection.
Hell, I'm not even mad that she almost certainly played me like a fucking fiddle.
What I'm mad about is that we both totally agreed that it wasn't the right time to get together, and I still went and let myself fall for her.
I'm about as over her as I'm ever going to be, but I'm not over the fact that we agreed that we weren't gonna work at the time and I still went and let myself develop feelings.
I'd rather live with the regret of not knowing then the pain of knowing that I should have just listened to both of us and totally let go.
Fuck man. I need to go smoke some weed.
And fuck that girl for ruining cigarettes for me.
is that a butt plug?