I have gotten progressively more antisocial over the past few years.
I'm 34 now, had a ton of friends in elementary school, less in high school, less in college, and literally not one single friend now (though I am married and have a great relationship with my best-friend-wife).
My situation is kind of like a catch-22, where I feel the lonely-type emptiness urging me to make a friend, but then as soon as I get a chance to spend time with another person that could turn into a friend, I get immediately bored and annoyed and just want to get back to chilling by myself.
Anyone else feel this way? Is there a way to start being interested in other people? Is it even necessary to be interested in other people and have friends? Are friends even worth it to have around?????!?!
I don't want to kill myself, I have plenty of hobbies, and I am not really keeping my wife from being social.
>>18555304
Shut up I'm your Friend
do what i do, make short-lived one-off low committment friendships using the power of the interwebs
i am not in your situation but a book i have been reading as well is Brainstorm by Dr. Dan Siegel. It explains how to get your life to a peak. it also helps with social stuff, as far as i know