Here's my situation: I've had many mental problems

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2017-07-25 04:15:02 Post No. 18554955
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Anonymous 2017-07-25 04:15:02 Post No. 18554955 [Report]

Here's my situation:

I've had many mental problems for a long time, and I've been told recently that it sounds like I've been sexually abused as a kid. It would make sense, considering my childhood, but I don't remember anything that could be called sexual abuse, only hazy stuff that's very borderline. Nevertheless, if for nothing else but to solve my issues, I should probably go to therapy. The only problem is, I can't possibly fit it in my schedule.

Here's my questions: is there a good online therapy solution? I've heard that most of them are shallow and unhelpful. Second: is there a way to explore those memories on my own? It's mostly my curiosity now, but I'd like to find out more (and yes, I know memory recovery is not trusted, I'm not gonna sue anybody based on them, just curious).

Thanks.

Anonymous 2017-07-25 04:17:42 Post No.18554961
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Anonymous 2017-07-25 04:17:42 Post No.18554961 [Report]

> i'm a therapist for real bro got muh degree from best buy
tell me what kind of mental problems ?

Anonymous 2017-07-25 04:35:28 Post No.18555001
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Anonymous 2017-07-25 04:35:28 Post No.18555001 [Report]

>>18554961
Oh boy, here we go:
>depression since 13
>sex fantasies since around 5
>don't remember much of my childhood before school
>constantly afraid of my mom, who's never hurt a fly, and had been always, well, creepily close
>generally phobias, can't stand open spaces and nights since 4-5
>sexual ocd, ever since 13, trying to be "clean", changing all clothes after masturbation
>yeah, also - non-stop masturbation and porn addiction since 10-11
>always feeling unsafe
>used to lock doors at night as a teen
>obsessed with "childhood innocence" (jesus, that sounds dumb) since a kid, thinking of sex as dirty and damaging, and forcing myself to do it, often
>no response to bullying, beating, or anything like that since at least 10, instant dissociation and numbness

Probably forgot something.

Anonymous 2017-07-25 04:48:09 Post No.18555043
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Anonymous 2017-07-25 04:48:09 Post No.18555043 [Report]

>>18555001
> wow
you definitely sound like you may have been abused , your mother being close very close may have been a result of that same with most of what you listed.

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