This month was the only time I ever had sex in the past 10 years. It felt good and initially I didn't have a problem with spending $80 on some random chick I met. I pretty much told myself that since I wasn't attractive enough to date, I at least can find someone to fuck.
But you guys were right. It's not fun. It could be, but it's not. The fact that I kept spending money might have been due to my insecurity. Or maybe because it felt good. But after talking with this women I realized how terrible this all is. Every single one had debt they were in and needing quick money to live off of. I'm giving them money to fuck them so they don't suffer and it doesn't seem right to me.
Trying praying but I fucked up again. And it hurts even more because I said I was going to stop and I didn't. So what else do I do to stop the temptation of spending money like this? I never did this before but now I see how people can get sucked in.
>>18554158
>rewind back to when OP asked for /adv/ about sex situation and hiring escorts
>/adv/ said don't do it
>OP does not heed our /adv/ and does it anyway
>Here asking for /adv/ again
>>18554158
> talking with this women
There, that's where you went wrong.
She wouldn't fuck you if she didn't want to. You don't have to spend money on women, my dude.
t. Women have spent more money on me, than I have on them
>>18554158
What kinds of things are you spending money on, like dinner and stuff? Why not start with a simple coffee date next time to keep it cheap and see where it goes from there my friend?
find a gf who is on equal terms with you financially, till you cant, fuck prostitutes since they atleast make the deal clear
>>18554205
t. handsome little shit having no idea what its like to be invisible to women unless you pay up
>>18554176
This. Fuck off OP, you're not going to listen to anything reasonable that anyone says and you've deluded yourself into thinking you can't find anyone when they're are plenty of ways to get a relationship. Just continue being a provider for these sexual piranhas like you wanted
>>18554158
Are you spending money on actual hookers or bar flies?