I've never had any aspirations, dreams, or goals in my life.

At 21 your life is barely starting.
Start by getting a job and providing for yourself.
That's the bare minimum. You've been using entertainment to escape reality and the reason why you feel useless is because you are.

Do finance, make bank. Now you have money.

With money comes bitches. With bitches comes hole. With hole comes ecstasy.

>>18548114
I have a shit job and ~$6k but have nothing to do with it

As long as you have your health, you can do whatever you want (sorta). Even if you lazed around til 30, that'd be fine. Not ideal, because it'd be harder to get out of the laze haze, but still possible.