I don't know why I feel so lonely.
I have a few friends. Most of them are REALLY popular and very friendly. The problem is that even if they try to help me and try to make me feel less lonely and less pathetic..I don't feel anything. I feel lonely everyday. The last 1 and a half month I go out with them less and I just sit home like a total NEET and play games and watch anime. Like Last year we used to go out every single day. Now like 3 times a week or smth.The Summer vocation here is 3 months and everyone is going out with their friends everyday. Ik I'm being really fucking selfish but I can't help it anymore. I can't even bare being with them sometimes. I sometimes have a really strange feeling that I just can't describe towards them. Like I want to leave them or smth. I'm a 5/10 5'10 F so I can't really get a decent boyfriend and I'm too shy to find new friends and socialize. I feel like I'm waisting my youth. What do I do /adv/
You can be my gf
>>18546393
You need some peterson.
SORT YOURSELF OUT.
CLEAN YOUR ROOM.
But for reals maybe you're going through some mood swings. Relax. Take a deep breath and sleep it off.
Maybe try talking to people more. It's the best medicine.
>>18546427
This, just get out of your mindspace and don't propagate it. Have good times with pals.
I've been playing some vidya for some pals who wanted to see games they would otherwise not ever play. Shit like that is great for casual talks.