I think I missed a chance with this girl. I've had multiple girlfriends/hookups throughout my life but this girl I genuinely think was supposed to be my wife and the love of my life. I never talked with anyone any easily or as fluidly as I did with her, every moment we spent was fucking amazing together. It felt like a movie.
But we never really got there, I guess, I don't know. Maybe she wasn't as into me, or maybe I misjudged it, or maybe I missed my chance, I dont know. Point is she's gone and that ship has sailed.
But now every girl I talk to just feels forced and empty. I can't connect with anyone cus I'm comparing them all to her. I meet a girl and start talking to her and I'm just reminded of how much better she was than everyone else.
How the fuck do I get past this? Its genuinely making me depressed. Everything feels pointless.
lol when you figure this one out, let me know.
people have been trying to answer this question since the beginning of time.
just gotta kinda move on i guess.