So I'm normally on r9k. 30 years old and male going to trade school.
I've spent years being a loner and some years being a normal fag.
Today I lost two friends. Okay they were online friends.
Okay I have some nice acquaintances in my real life.
Not real life but, in my very small social circle. They were the only real friends I've had for the last year.
Maybe I'm insufferable and unworthy of friendship and all the other good stuff people have.
On one hand I know we all die alone and people use people all the time.
How do I reconcile that I'm going to be without any meaningful relationships of any kind?
Bump please
>>18544275
you will find better friends as you get even older. some of my best friends ive only known for 5 years or so. i just recently had a friend of 21 years screw me out of some cash and now wont even respond to my phone calls. so pretty much in my experience you have to accept that people just come and go. you dont have to reconcile about not having any meaningful relationships lol, try finding more stuff to do to keep you busy. try being more social maybe?