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So i need some advice on what to do now or even if theres a name for what im going through
>grew up a really quiet kid
>didnt have a lot of friends
>for a couple of years in primary/elementary school had absolutely none
>grow up into average 4chan autist
>around 21 begin to come out of that
>lose my virginity, go out partying, make new friends
>now 23, realise I have a deep seated dislike of people probably from my childhood
>have a deep down well of autistic rage which explodes from time to time
>realise im probably a misogynist as im jealous of how women get accepted in society instead of me
>always have to pick the ocntrarion opinion because i want to disagree with society
>feel almost not human
Thats my best summary of my problem, sorry if it sounds scatter brained.
For what its worth, i dont think being a misogynist is a good thing and im not trying tobe edgy when i say i dislike people. Im not rude to people i just dont really relate to them.
Since i just realised this all in the last week, is there a crisis im going through or what? What do i do to fix myself?
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huh, I also just remembered i had a schizophrenia like period of two years where i thought people might be stopping time and torturing me during it and i went almost suicidal looking for evidence.
I guess that would explain why i feel different..
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>>18543156
I wish I could help sorry man.
I don't know try to find people who you can get along with and have similar interests and hang out????
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>>18543584
I do have a couple of friends who are kinda like me but i feel like i dont want to live my entire life away from normal society
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>>18543680
You should pick up a hobby that you can do with them if you guys got the money and time
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>>18543156
>Thats my best summary of my problem, sorry if it sounds scatter brained.
Firstly, Stop coming to 4chan. The last thing you need is to surround yourself with people who reinforce and validate your dysfunction.
Secondly, get into therapy. You'll never be able to be objective about your own problems, you need a third party observer to help you sort through them. This is no home-remedy for this. You have some really deep interpersonal relationship issues and you have to start getting real about addressing them.
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>>18543695
this. goes for all or most of us on here, really.
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>>18543156
>possibly some dissociative identity disorder
>very likely antisocial personality disorder
A psychological professional skilled in the right type of therapy could help you develop the personal tools to adjust to the world around you.
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>>18543156
Pretend you're playing a game of survival. The rules of the game are to accumulate enough wealth to not worry about money
(Or anything you value), and then to find people that are fun and have fun with them, also:
At this time you have about...57 years left to dream of something you think would be cool and make it a reality.
I would set a countdown clock to remind you how much time you got to do stuff that makes you feel all fuzzy inside.
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>>18543212
That was a quick escalation
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