How do you know when you're depressed? I'm having

I've also been having about 5 or 6 drinks a night, 7 days a week.

Get a one week vacation from your work, go somewhere nice and don't use your phone or drink or smoke weed. Being sober the first few days will suck, and you'll probably get really emotional/suicidal, but at the end you should be able to think clear and begin to work on yourself. Working out consistently is your best bet. Probably 5 days, if you do an EOD full body routine you will just think it's ok to drink on your off days and fuck yourself hard getting plastered and taking too long to recover. Try testosterone too.

>>18543141
I already work out consistently. Only goes so far.

I just took a job in which I'm making near six figures.

I'm just an empty, incredibly flawed person.

If you're having thoughts of suicide then yes it's serious enough.

>>18543107
What the anon above me said. Stop thinking it will go away on its own and seek professional help if you're having suicidal thoughts and your drive has gone away.

>>18543107
Ever though about taking up a hobby? Learning to play an instrument perhaps. It helped me with the emptiness feeling and gave me some self-worth.

>>18543289
I have three guitars and drums

Don't have the energy or interest really in playing them anymore

I'm really fucked I think.

>>18543320
dude get an ukulele trust me

>>18543320
>>18543416
Dude don't do it trust me

go and see a therapist dude. you've got the cash so go for the best you can find.

>>18543777
I used to see one

I stopped going because I felt too insignificant to be seeing one