Issues & Advise thread. Post your dilemmas seeking advise,

I have a totally treatable but terminal illness

cant get doctors to admit it or treat me so

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Im just waiting to throw a clot into my heart/lungs/brain and die

my home life is miserable anyways with no prospects of escape or improvement

should I wait for a 'natural' death or just figure out a way to do it myself? is there a way to increase the chances of throwing a clot to hurry it up? if someone lives nearby would they be willing to assist in my death?

>>18541134
Maybe try going to different doctors? Why are they denying you treatment?

>>18541135
>being on medicaid affects how doctors treat you; the time they spend in a room with you is time they could spend on patients that will make them more money

>diagnosis creates a 'duty of care' that doctors are reluctant to engage in, because then I become a priority over more profitable patients

some say 'its in my head', some are just terrifyingly uneducated and don't understand medicine, some lie to my face about my blood test results (this is not in my head because I read the lab printout). Some tell me I'm 'too young' to be sick at 25

paperwork and referrals fall through the cracks about once a week and I have to chase people for days to get things back on track


I've scored an appointment with someone who seems good but can only have an appointment about every 40 days because their practice is so busy. Good specialists are much harder to get because so few accept medicaid

at this point I'm doing enough clerical work a week to qualify it as a full time job but with no pay, sometimes with nothing to show for it. weekends give me anxiety because offices are closed and I can't make any progress
I just want to speed it up at this point, don't know how to move blood clots faster though. Stroking out seems like a great chance for peace, and rest. I've already had a small stroke and would definitely be ok with doing it again.

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Femanon here, just curious to what people would do in my situation.
I've been with my current bf for about 3 months. Things are going all right but there's no real sexual aspect to it. We hold hangs, cuddle, hug and all that stuff but that's about it. I'm not a virgin but he is and I think he might be a little shy? I've tried social cues to get him to kiss me, ie; Cuddling up to him and leaning close, looking up at him when we hug, etc, and nothing seems to go anywhere. I don't want to be forceful but I'm starting to think he's not even interested in touching me. Do I just grow some courage and be like 'Hey just kiss me already?' Or should I give him more time?

>>18541137
Be assertive, tell him you want to fuck

>>18541138
I'm the least assertive person I know.
I just don't want to ruin anything yenno?

>>18541137
Either kiss him or tell him that you want to be more physical then make your move.

>>18541139
Promise you, no guy breaks up with a girl because she wants to fuck him, he's just anxious, just try to comfort and assure him that it'll be okay

>>18541141
Thank you, I've been so nervous about this because I've never had to ask for sex before. I feel a lot less anxious now

>>18541133
I gave up on finding a girlfriend.

>>18541137
Does he think you are a virgin and is saving it till marriage?