I've always had a problem with emotions, most of my friends

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I've always had a problem with emotions, most of my friends would describe me as calm, quiet and always in control. But my emotions have always felt muted, like that's all my brain can muster or it's holding it back. It's not apathy, I know it isn't, I still care about my family, friends and everything else. I just can't feel potent emotions, nothing's ever funny beyond a chuckle even in situations where I know I should be furious or elated it's all just the same, blank.