She's the first woman who's given me attention and shown interest in me in 2 years since my depressive and destructive phase.
I know I want company, just to have someone to talk to and possibly.be intimate with but all those years of darkness, despair and broken relationships , makes it hard for me to open up and even scared of getting close.
How can I learn to love again?
How do I take this real slow without telling her in a depressive freak but I really want to feel something for her