I graduated college as an electrical engineering major two months ago. Because of depression and being a faggot I failed a class in my senior year and this brought my GPA down to a 2.8 at graduation. I have no internship experience because in previous summers I was told through family friends I would definintly get an internship at their company and got fucked over last minute. I am now working as an elevator mechanic making twenty an hour, and I want to die. I've applied to a lot of places, and got no responses but no. I'm not trying to be dramatic when I say I really have no desire to live. I'm so depressed I'm thinking about just going to South America and teaching people English or something because my life has no meaning and I'm alive everyday for no purpose
>>18539186
It might be possible to learn a useful programming skill while working your job. Do you have a lot of free time? you are not that specialized if you don't have a PhD so working in fields that have nothing to do with your degree is normal. So learn programming and apply better job later.
Either that or go to grad school to get better grades (which would require a scholarship).
>>18539199
There's just so many languages to learn, if a company or a job told me which ones to focus on that would be great, but I don't know what to choose. I never really enjoyed programming but at this point I would do anything just to get my foot in the door. I've thought about grad school, it's too late for the fall but maybe next fall I'll go. Thanks for the response
>>18539199
This. You need to upskill.