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Hi /adv/ I'm 23 years old
I just discovered I get extremely turned on (more than with women) when I imagine myself as a shemale and set up a sex-dates with much older men, I have been trying to have a career as a rapper for less a year now and have gotten some good results (around 2.5k in less than a year)
part of me says "You will never make it as a rapper, your body is femenine you should just transition and get a sugar daddy boyfriend"
the other part of me thinks I can make it and that the fetish will wear off but I havent masturbated to a non-shemale video in about 2 years now
I know that ultimately this is my decision but I want to know what you'd do
P.S. I have tried quitting the "sissy fetish" doing it for a couple months only to have it come back stronger and with something extra like fantasies about kissing while being groped by men or romance fantasies about cooking and snuggling with men.
*pic related: me crossdressing
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>>18535691
My advice?
Stop being so damn degenerate and do something worthwhile with your life.
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My body is the most unmanly body of anyone I know but I still have ambitions and wanna do things with my life.
Let go of the autism.
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>>18535709
what does that mean?
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>>18535691
You are probably just another bisexual. No need to castrate yourself, spend fortune on pills and become neither male nor female.
Crossdressing is just another fetish like any other. Find some dude and let him fuck you as much as you want.
Changing genders is last resort for people who either do gender change or suicide. You are just kinky.
Stay safe, gays have the highest rates of aids.
https://yourbrainonporn.com/
And consider stopping porn for few months. Fapping is ok, but porn can confuse your brain a lot.
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>>18535691
you should never 'transition' for a fetish. thats just dumb. keep your dick and neer take hormones.
as for rapping the chances of making it as a rapper are slim to none. if you're already making some money keep your life going as is and have abck up. life is not divided between 'successful rappers' and 'ladyboy prostitutes'.
if you want to have sex with older men do it. nothing more degrading then walking into a porn theater and feeling all those old men reach for you to touch your body.
i really wish i could go to a gay retirement home and get passed around.
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>>18535729
It is impossible to change genders yknow.
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>>18535741
But you can get castrated and having opposite hormones flowing through your body for some dosh.
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