what do i do if i cant fucking stop smoking pot and chasing the

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what do i do if i cant fucking stop smoking pot and chasing the dragon? I think the habbit is fine and okay to smoke just a little bit and have a few times here and there when you smoke put when i start im just chasing a really big high and if i dont get it i freak out and have anxiety and cant stop chasing the dragon. I really dont give a shit if i smoke a lot of pot but it costs so fucking much. I tried growing but i live in a rural area and its like trudding through muddy shit you cant even dig in and 4 foot high grass with bugs and shit and i never know if someone owns the long stretches of empty land or not because almost everyone does