I am reposting this from /pol/ because of a lack of answers there.

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I am reposting this from /pol/ because of a lack of answers there. Alright /adv/, no matter how hard I try to not procrastinate or be a disgusting degenerate, I cannot help myself. So I have two options. One is to recognize that my genes are simply too inferior to carry me out of the situation that I am in, that I am pre-programmed for failure, and remove myself from life (I DO NOT INTEND TO KILL MYSELF, I AM JUST SAYING THAT THAT IS HYPOTHETICALLY PHYSICALLY POSSIBLE BUT NOT AN OPTION I WOULD EVER CONSIDER). The second is to keep trying and somehow break free of the cursed cycle. I will continue to attempt the latter, no matter how many times I fail. I just want some advice, /adv/, how can I break the cycle? Please don't tell me to do it for family or anything like that. I don't plan on having children, I hate my mom, my dad is dead, and I hate the people I am surrounded by, AKA coworkers. I know at least some of you are successful on /advl/. How do I gain balls and determination to see through my goals? Thank you in advance.