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i just wrote a bunch of autistic shit to a girl online
it will probably seem very random to them when i read it
but now that i typed all of it out and vented i feel like i don't care as much. even though i tried to be as uncringe as possible with my wording there's no way i won't come off as a huge fag that cares way too much, even if i get some illuminating thoughtful response i still wrote a wall
now i'm not sure if i should leave the messages there
it's on discord so the number of messages sent will still be displayed and we haven't talked today, also the number is too high for it to be something i could make up an excuse for. basically even if i delete them it'll be extremely obvious that i just wrote a bunch of autistic shit
should i leave it so that the hour i spent trying to express what i felt wasn't in vain? or should i just delete every message and say it was nothing when they ask what the notifications were about
should i have faith that this might give me some peace of mind, or take the safe route and go with some lighter cringe by letting them just wonder what i could have typed? the only problem about deleting the messages though is that could make it seem like i went on a tirade and insulted her a bunch and then bitched out or something rather than trying to speak rationally
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*when they read it
and i do still care too much obviously but the point was i already acted cringe as fuck so their response doesn't really matter
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>>18528695
delete it
replace with TL;DR version
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>>18528760
how do you play that off though, i mean it would still show a huge number of messages
i'm not sure a tl;dr will even work with this though, it started off with a not so extensive message but once i wrote out the initial point i just ended up writing a bunch of momentary feels based on overreactions
like i could delete everything but the first part, but now after typing the rest out it feels like her answer to my original few messages doesn't even matter, like i should go all the way or just not at all
what's worse, being pathetic or just leaving evidence of being pathetic while also exhibiting an even greater level of insecurity by deleting the messages?
i feel like sticking to your guns or staying true to yourself or whatever is a good thing, but what if yourself is cringe as fuck?
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>>18528816
>>how do you play that off though
>sorry, I was drunk
>it was longer version of the above
>I got carried away a bit
>it doesn't matter
pick one. if it's 100% cringe, delete it, man.
if it's some god-tier poetry, fine, keep it as is.
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>>18528951
nah i deleted it
feels good
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