I feel like I can't do it anymore.
The dead end job
The schooling
The loans
I feel like a zombie going from one day to the next. The only time I felt alive was when I had a boyfriend. I felt like I had a purpose. Just living with him, cooking for him, cleaning, having a simple min wage job. I wasn't rich or anything but that didn't matter because I frickin loved him. I wanted to marry him and have kids with him. Then we broke up over things. Our relationship was actually pretty dysfunctional. I miss it so much though and I just feel like I won't find anyone else to connect with. Should I just go back to that life because he still wants me... or suck it up and be alone with my education?
Wow you're just like everyone else!
Except a little bitch about it
>>18520674
Wow you can't give advice
This is what women truly want.
I'll bite, I want a woman like that, a loyal one, are you loyal?
>>18520755
Yes, all I can think about is my ex. I still love him.
>>18520757
Cool, want to by my gf then? Just for this day?
>>18520757
no, you don't love him, you love the memories of him. take him off the pedestal. he's changed, you've changed, even if you don't feel like you have. it's not going to work, don't get back together with him. your relationship was dysfunctional once, you don't need it to be dysfunctional a second time.
>>18520792
Sad, I would have liked to be the new ex so you'd be thinking of me tomorrow...