I have a huge problem, I might kill myself if it doesn't fix itself. How do I explain why I'm denying everything social? Example: even my parents, I tell them I can't go to several vacations or even see friends or family anymore because I really can't deal with it, I have a rare problem I can't tell anyone - all I can do is wait for it to be over or kill myself if it fails. That's why I've been NEET for so long. What is an excuse so they accept my weird behavior?
>>18519170
What's the problem?
>What is an excuse so they accept my weird behavior?
this is all wrong. no one can accept that even yourself that's why you think about kill yourself
you must CHANGE it now
here try read this
>>18512804
video game can't full fill your void alone
our happiness come from many various type of things combine include people around you .
>>18519394
Not OP.
So becoming sexually attached to fictional characters leads to depression?
I wish someone had told 14 yo me.
>>18519414
Yes if you have no balance with other activity
All addict is not good
Meditation (self-enquiry) is very helpful to me and can be done all day during activities, Analockman (Thailand Native).
>>18519170
>>18519176
>>18519394
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>>18520763
My guess is OP watched some "illegal" content involving minors and is scared of getting caught.
Your best chances op is getting therapy and admitting it and getting help before it becomes a legal problem
>>18519170
>I might kill myself if
no, you wont
>>18519170
there's no way we can help you if you don't explain what your "rare problem" is
there's a reason this is an anonymous temporary imageboard
otherwise all i can recommend is stop being a fucking weirdo and take control of your life, why is it a case of waiting or suicide?
>>18520962
I don't need help that badly, I did something Jimmy Neutron would've done to himself... An experiemnt gone bad.