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A long story short. Last year on my birthday, my girlfriend broke up with me. We've been together for six years. I will be 27 years old next month.
Half a year ago we moved to the apartment, and a month after she broke up with me. I had to live with her, because I had no money for go away from her. Then I went to a new apartment. Since I moved passed six months.
I found a new job, some new friends, I lost 44 lbs (20 kilograms - I'm from Europe), started writing a blog, and I focus primarily on myself. Mostly I'm really happy with life. Once in a while, I fall into great depression. Those depressions are incredibly strong - I hate myself; I hate my looks; I think I am incapable of anything in life; I think about suicide; ...
Depression takes a few days, then they are gone. I do not know what to do. Would anyone know to give me advice? Anything that could help me. I do not want to suffer anymore for fear that no one likes me. What happened on my birthday marked me more than anything else in my life. I just do not want to be alone. Please help.
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>>18517736
Therapy.
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>>18517802
As a teenager I went to a psychologist because they were bullying me at high school. He has already confirmed to me that I suffer from moodiness. I'm learning to live with my whole life. After that break, it's back. I'm alone only half a year.
I recently met a girl. We only saw each other twice. Sometimes she writes me on Facebook. I do not think I have a chance. I would still go out with her if she would like to. Of course, when I'm with her, I trust myself. I'm like new another person.
I need to get rid of these depressions.
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>>18517839
Therapy.
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>>18517839
Do you have friends?
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>>18517957
Yes, I have a few of them. Last year, we moved to a new city. I did not find a job in the previous city. I am a teacher.
Friends have their girlfriends, so they're more likely to be with them. Every week we meet. Mostly.
I'm trying to meet new people. So I found some new friends.
Depression comes in the evening. When I'm alone. Sometimes I make music and write something on the blog. It's a success, but many think it's a fiction. It's about a looser who is trying to find a place in life.
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