yeserday one of best friends killed herself. she was really depressed

It's not your fault anon.

You did good.

There was nothing more you could have done.

She's at peace now and you have a life to live. The way she influenced you, the time you spent together - that's immortalised in you. Cherish it. It's a treasure.

How old was your friend?
And if she was under 35, was she overweight?

>>18501037
WTF kind of question is that?

>>18501037
What the actual fuck

>>18501037
Of all threads on /adv/ anon decided to choose this one to bitch about fat folks

tasteful

>>18501037
pretty fair question t b h, i don't see why some are all "wtf" about it

>>18501090
It's disrespectful to ask something like that, plus OP is asking how to deal with the aftermath of the suicide, not why the girl committed it. There is no reason to pose a question like that. Anon was just being an insensitive wanker. Or a troll

>>18501037
18

>>18500984
thanks

Like others have said, you did your best and you had her back, you shouldn't beat yourself up over it. Even though she lost her fight I bet she loved you for being there with her.

>>18500959
I'm sure she's looking up at you right now.

>>18500959
You've shown real loyality and real compassion. That's all you could do. Don't be sad anon, you have your own life to live.

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>>18501037
Kys faggot. Terrible timing

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OP. You tried. Your memories stay with you.

https://youtu.be/1FjV2vNkpDA

It's not your fault.

Time will get you over the problems.

Just wait and be with your family.

>>18500959
You don't have to bring it all on your shoulders anon. You've done all you can. It will hurt the next few months but when the pain becomes bearable, go out and live.

If she told you she was suicidal and you did nothing but try to"love and cuddle" her away from depression. Then yeah you fucked up

>>18500959
cucking past the grave.

respect for sticking to your guns, OP.

>>18500959
>i dont really know how to feel.

you tried your best mate. the decision your friend made was theirs to make. The pain will take time to go away but I would recommend talking to a therapist about what has transpired. Therapists or just someone to talk to can help deal with this shit and take off the overwhelming regret that can come from these events.