What do I do with my life? Help me. I feel like my life got

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Things I've got:
Rich parents(I'm planning to cut all ties with them so not for long guess, too much verbal abuse and sheltering)
Driving license(passed on my first try which is hard here so I might not be so pathetic as I think I am)
Fluent English, really good German and in general a gift with languages. I lived in England for about 5 years which makes learning languages easier.
A dog which is the only light in my life
A summer job which allows me to earn about 1400zł per month(Wouldn't even pay the bills).


That's that I guess. What now? I'm too much of a fagget to an hero

Bumperino

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My main question is what do do with myself regarding my future. That's all I need to know at first then we'll figure all the other things later. This board has helped me more than any long meaningful conversations with family or school friends or pedagogues.

>>18499401
Become a truck driver?

>>18499486
Nah, my dad is. I'd rather kill myself than have a job like he does and slowly turn into him.

You can considering starting a course in a land you hate and on a subject you hate. Doesn't that ring a bell about your plans?

>>18499518
That they're shit I guess. Right?

>>18499495
Bro you sound like a shitty selfish dude that's going to fuck himself soon. Stop thinking about yourself and give back. Once you start doing that people will want to give you their time and energy and at that point your problems become their problems, you see what i'm getting at here?

>>18499401
>>18499403
>Racist
>Get angry and hate math because you can't do equations
Relax. It seems you have anger issues and no, 18 is not the period where you life is over.

Maybe you need to cool down and reevaluate your strong traits and mental health, because it seems it affects your personal and academic life

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>>18499989
I see, but how? Can you go into more detail?
All my life I've been fucked over starting at fucking 7 years old until now.
The bullying back in England, no friends in England, the bullying in Poland, verbally abusive parents. All of it. I just want out of this. To be free and finally alone without these people in my life.


>>18500020
I may have anger issues. I get annoyed easily, I can easily cry nad in general I'm stressed out like shit.

I don't think I have any strong traits.
What can I do to fix this stuff?

Thanks

>>18499401
First of all, you're not racist. What you mean is xenophobia (look it up) mixed with nationalism. And unfortunately the majority of Germans are not national socialists or otherwise they wouldn't be permitting the rapefugees aboard. Also, Nazi is a term invented by the sephardic Jews in US/UK, as a short form of Ashknazi, the dominant group of Jews in Germany and Poland.

Historical perspectives aside, you are a spoiled brat. If the Russians would invade, you wouldn't even have the balls to stay and fight. Women literally smell your male hormones and instinctively get aroused when smelling you as a strong male. In this case you are fat, lack courage and smell more to estrogen (the female hormone), which results in getting ignored by them.

If you really want to change your life, join the army. There you'll meet the really racist people and they'll make you thin/muscled (from the exercise), which in turn solves your virginity problem. Trust me that you'll have women jumping on your dick like there is no tomorrow.

Btw. This should also solve the problem of being a selfish fat man-child NEET.

Gruß aus Deutschland

>>18500063
Okay Ahmed cool.
I won't go to the army since the pay is shit, I'll pass thanks.

Me not being a racist doesn't change the fact I fucking dislike Germany and every single fuckstain that comes from there.

>>18500084
2~3 years there. You move outside the parents and crappy people. Get fit, get laid.

Army is the place to burn all the anger and emotions. You're a smart guy, you know that any other comfy option will just keep you as a fat fuck. Anon, that is the place where you change that fucktard life into something better.

>>18500206
Yeah maybe you're right. The problem is, the pay is really shit. 2200zł a month I believe which is laughable desu.
Have you been in the army?

>>18500221
Op again, it's 2500zł

>>18500221
Yep. Similar stuff. Hated everything and everyone around was shit, they'd either be doing drug or being rednecks. Family was crap poor. Somehow I learned other languages, while others at my class would be sniffing glue. Bullying happened every now or so, mostly from gypsy kids. Nobody cared.

There was no future, it was all crap and everyone around saw house construction as their dream job. I didn't even wanted to kill myself, I was angry at everything and wanted to go somewhere far away but was piss poor without valuable skills.

Signed into the army and that was the wake up. I was 19 at the time. Salary was bullshit, some 25 euros per month but the time there was mind blowing.

I won't spoil you the fun, but after that I was being hit by women of all ages/types and knew exactly how to get stuff done. Today have my own business, considered rich by the shitty standards of my family.

The best thing are women. Fucking unbelievable what you can do with them. Pouding that pussy so hard for hours and hours. They get really horny when they feel that male scent.

>>18499401
If you don't mind hard work you can find a job in Netherlands, save as much as you can and go back to Poland year or two later with lots of money, then you can think about your studies. I study in Poland and I found a job in Netherlands last summer, in three months I was able to save ~15k zł, and I wasn't even trying.

>>18500281
25€?

Do you keep all the money or how does it work?

I thought of joining the army earlier but I don't think I'd be physically capable

>>18500335
True, I'll look into it.

Thanks very much

>>18500449
This was in the time of mandatory army, 25 EUR was the first 4 months, then was 500 EUR while in instruction and 1200 EUR when all was done. If deployed to a UN mission, it's 6000 EUR/month.

Physically fit is something you improve. Most people enlisting are not fit and the programme there will build up the muscle you need. What they take seriously is that you don't quit. Meaning that you might be tired, sometimes hurt, and you are still smart enough to take a break, recover energy and keep practising until you finish. I've seen really, really fat people that wouldn't run as much as others, they would still be be appreciated for making as much effort as they could, and I'm talking about people over 130kg.

They're there to upgrade you to a new level of life. Do it for a year and you'll see what I mean. Plus, any employer will see as a plus that you did army time. It's quite a respected thing.

Also if things ever go wrong one day and you need to save your life using a gun, you'll know exactly how they work for your defense.

>>18500544
How does living look like? Is food and shelter paid for? Do I keep all the money I would earn?

>>18500552
You get food, shelter and hospital services as needed. Don't know the case in Poland, on my place I would travel by train and city bus for free.

Breakfast, lunch and dinner are free of charge. You don't get gourmet food, it is good enough (and healthy).

Inside the barracks you also get food and drinks that you can buy (e.g. coffee and beer) at a price much lower than outside. For example, coffee would cost 25 cents.

In my army they had a military shopping mall that looked just like a regular shopping place with the difference that you can buy stuff using a military credit line. I've bought my laptop through that place, it costed 1500 EUR (top range laptop) and then they were automatically deducting 150 EUR from my salary on each month for 10 months, it was really useful.

You keep all money you receive.

The other thing are the friends you find there. And I mean real friends, people that are there for you (and vice-versa).

>>18500694
Would being in the army be a problem if I were to later on study and work in a specific field? Wouldn't that be time wasted that could be spent on studying or gaining experience?

What do you think?

>>18500768
Good question. I have a childhood friend, he didn't went to the army and went directly to computer science. I just finished a formal computer science course with 29 but was already writing software since some years before.

While in the army you can also study there and choose the specialty. If computers are your thing, go for it.

I remember when leaving the army that I specifically chose the same company where he was already working since 3 years since I didn't had any other friend and wanted to be close by. I started as trainee, and less than a year afterwards I had been promoted to manager with a salary of 90k EUR/year in Germany because I got things done without excuses.

My friend was upset but reality is that the army makes you less afraid to speak up and to hold your ground if someone starts to be pushy. He never got promoted because he was afraid to challenge the senior developer and call on his bullshit. So, same age and he went to CS earlier, I went later and ended up becoming his boss at that time.