Im stuck between a rock and a hard place. >spent years with

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Im stuck between a rock and a hard place.

>spent years with bf
>spent my youth with him
>we were going to get married
>then depression kicked in
>he's always had it but its been managable
>not anymore
>he has been nothing but a self destructive mope for two years now
>he screams at me
>has a drinking problem
>etc
>ive done EVERYTHING
I CAN
>suggesing help
>politely encouraging help
>forcing help
>going to doctor
>going to therapist
>refuses to work with them at all
>when i have a bad period, he's stuck within himself
>im expected to do everything
>all he does is bitch and whine 24/7 about his life but doesnt change it
>shell of the man he used to be
>move to another state to try and remedy this
>better living there
>all other facets of our lives improve
>BUTHIM
>still refuses to get any help
>gets angry at me
For being upset

What the fuck do i do? I feel so stupid.. but i believed so hard i could help him. I love him, and i dont want to leave but i feel so alone. I hate myself for being angry at his depression, but i feel so helpless and have my own issues that i deal with alone now.

What do?