I got shitfaced and made an ass of myself involving a girl in this group 3 times, the last ending with me blacking out right after being in her car telling her I ended up falling in love with her and couldn't deal with it bottling it then blacking in walking home along a highway at 5am
Immediately decided "oh shit I've fucked up in the worst way I should probably never talk to any of them again" and that's been going well ish for all of 2 months but now I'm realizing I miss all of them and probably look like a coward in addition to a lovelorn loser now so I don't even have any recourse
I thought since I have multiple friend groups this would work out fine and I'd get over it by now but it seems like all my crush energy towards that girl has spread out into longing for that group as a whole
I hope I never fall for someone again
This is chowdered up and I don't know what to do, maybe getting drunk will give me an idea
just t realized how rapey this sounds
she nor none of the other people in this group deleted me or anything plus there was someone else in the car so I feel like I probably just bolted from the car at some point because I couldn't desk with the awkwardness of what I did
>>18493310
drunkards remorse so just give it a few more days and your head will clear. no one likes to make a fool out of themselves in public
>>18493415
this happened in the middle of May though
I gave myself a three strike rule and fucked up
Man, if I dropped my friends every time they made a drunken ass of themselves, I wouldn't have any friends.
It happens to us all, man. Supremely embarrassing, but it does. It's likely that nobody is harboring truly hard feelings about the situation. Just hit them up and see what they're up to, tell them you miss them. And if you get the chance, give a short apology to the girl about your behavior and then shut the hell up.
>>18493455
I've been debating apologizing to her since the day it happened but since I don't actually remember what went down its been hard. I'm praying based off of how I know/heard I act while super wasted and by the fact that she hasn't blocked me on every medium were friends on thst I didn't try something rapey
besides I feel like too much time has passed by now and mentioning it will just make her think of it freshly
I thought I was over this man why are these feelings flaring up again wtf