what's going on /adv/. Lately I've had a ton of depressive

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what's going on /adv/. Lately I've had a ton of depressive episodes (I'm ADHD and Bipolar and unmedicated, good thing its summer, right public education?). Mostly relating to my financial status and other life problems. I recently gained employment in retail (kms) after getting fired from my previous job. I'm currently enrolled in my 2nd year of college pursuing either a Psych degree or something in Music Education. I live with my girlfriend and her parents (against the wishes of her dad, another addition to my depression). Lately all I've been able to do in my spare time is sit in front of my computer and do the vidya, since I have a negative bank account balance and JUST started this job. This afternoon my girlfriend and I got into a huge argument against her parents (essentially her dad) and bottom line I'm pretty sure I won't have a place to stay in the coming weeks. I don't have any place to go really, and theres no way I can afford renting somewhere working part time at a minimum wage job, on top of my student loans and stuff. I guess what I'm asking is what do I do /adv/? I tried killing myself earlier, but I don't have the balls. so thats not an option.

TL;DR - I'm a POS who has no outlook and no way to make money and am depressed 24/7. I dont sleep, cant really afford to eat, and feel way over my head. Any advice is appreciated