>22
>finished university in 3 years
>going back in September to get a diploma in Public Relations, can afford
>paying off student loans within year
>successful career so far despite being young, got promoted already in the span of six months
>had basically two full time jobs and 70-80 hour work weeks
>get out of bad relationship
>no desire for another relationship or even getting emotionally close to anyone, not even family or best friend anymore
I hate to admit it, but I'm turning into a workaholic. I basically think about work 24/7, yet I feel like there's more to life. But then again, for my age, I'm already making so much money and I'm just about to start saving for a down payment on a small condominium, already have a decent car, and I have no financial worries.
Everyone at work likes me, my manager tells me that he sees good things in me and is mentoring me since he's planning to leave a few years from now so that I can take his place as department manager. I'm succeeding wildly at my job, and I've been shifted around different departments, almost like they're vying for my work to make their projects look better.
Anyway, despite all this you'd think I have out of the roof confidence and that I finally found something I'm passionate about in life? Nope. I fucking loathe every day of it and wish I could just become some lazy ass pandering politician already. I mean, I'm already writing monthly columns in my newspaper to get my name out there and volunteering with two or three companies on my free weekends.
BUT STILL I'M UNHAPPY. WHY /ADV/ I THOUGHT THIS TYPE OF SUCCESS WOULD MAKE ME HAPPY ;-;