I don't want to overcome it; I want it to end.
I want no reason for people to think less of me; I'm a hard worker and a decent student yet my peers think nothing of me but an autistic weirdo of whom they desire no relation but a simple gag or annoyance.
And while these peers are no better than me (a coworker of mine condescends my hedonistic lifestyle, even though she also has one; difference is that I attempt extreme limitations and fail while she's successfully lukewarm, milquetoast, a bore; however, another person who I might consider my best friend, brags about meeting girls (who he almost never sleeps with), and comes from a wealthier family, which leaves me rather envious sometimes), they're far happier than I am.
Not giving a fuck? I've tried and succeed for quite a while but the remarks, laughs, and condescension hasn't ended.
Haven't ended*
I'm having flash backs. Wtf?
Anyway. What is your post about? I can't make any sense of it. Are you drunk ?
Do you need help?
Are you near a window?
Calm down, have a banana
>>18486850
I am in a bit of a hangover (I'm a weak one, just one drink and a shot)
Anyways, to keep it short.
I want to stop people from humiliating. Sure, they're things which I can improve on so they stop (better hygiene, a punctual sleeping schedule, less mindless psychedelic experimentation, going to gym, better diet, better clothing) but you can only go so far with such things.
Charisma and charm are things I want, but it's too late to cultivate them since I am entering adulthood, and such things are best formed at a young age.
>>18486863
I've got a hangover too
Stay away from them if they're mean to you
>>18486863
You can form that shit at any age. You could do it if you were a senior citizen.
You can learn charm/personality/class/charisma/whatever the same way you would learn any other skill. Study it and practice it.