I do not know if I am bi or just going though a phase or something.

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I do not know if I am bi or just going though a phase or something. the question has been bothering most of my life, to the point where i wouldn't do certain things (sleep on my stomach or side, keep in mind i was a child then) because I though it was gay. the molestation didn't help either. then in about my junior year of high school there was this guy Brandon. I felt something that in retrospect seems like attraction. He looked like my brother which was probably a contributing factor, after that at about 17 I started watching porn,which in my mind confirmed i was straight. back then I was very religious, so when i tried to watch gay porn I was very nervous and only did so for a like a minute or two. then next big event was when I discovered shotacon. that made me question just about every thing including my faith. that lead to me to fap to gay porn a few months there after. also I should mention a girl I had a crush on in HS,but was too beta to tell anything too basically implied she was not interested. before I left school (a few months before shotacon). recently I found myself feeling something at least toward a co-worker twice actually. so my what do you guys think Is it porn induced or am I a fag, or should I just kill myself for making a blogpost on a Korean shadow puppeting site?