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>20 years old
>tfw no gf virgin, had a few hookups but nothing more serious than making out
>come to terms with wizardom, or atleast dying alone with occasional hookups
>randomly found a girl, things start moving
>spending a lot of time together, recently she brought up that we should move in together after the summer, (our 1 year anniversary) because it would make more sense financially, would be more comfortable, we could spend more time together etc
My problem is, since that this is my first relationship, I am unsure about everything, but mainly myself. I think I am in love with her, but I don't know if I can be faithful towards her, or if we're even meant to be together, or if we should move in together. I feel like if I refuse moving in together, that's it, we'd be over. Also, I know this sounds selfish as fuck, but I don't know if I could hold it in my pants, she's had regular relationships, so you could say she got it out of her system but I didn't even get the chance. 1/2
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I obviously can't tell this to her, she's made it clear in the past that she wouldn't be open to any sort of open relationship or anything like that, which I can understand. But I don't wanna lose her, because I honestly think this is my one oppurtunity for a relationship, I don't want to hurt her, and I really do love her. I don't want to commit to a serious relationship, that I would eventually fuck up because I'd start an affair or something. I know I sound like an asshole, maybe bit of an auts or something, but I might be just getting cold feet or something like that.
Again, I know this sounds selfish and shit, but I don't know if I can put this thing to rest in myself on my own...
TL:DR: 1st relation ship for a wizard-in-training, looks pretty serious, not sure if I could commit to having a single relationship, without fucking other women first
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