Hey /adv/, I have no problem getting girls. I never have. Still

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Hey /adv/,

I have no problem getting girls. I never have. Still though, I didn't lose my virginity until I was 21. I understand the reasons why. I didn't really try. It is as simple as that. Girls would be interested in me, I'd try to have sex, they'd say no, and then I'd give up. Also, there were times when girls would invite me to their house late at night when their parents were away, and I'd say "I better not." I get why I didn't, and I get that I could have. And even to this day, at 26, I have no problems attracting girls. To the point that I think dating and sex is pointless because I can do it with as many people as I want, as often as I want.

However, there is this nagging voice in my head that says if I am not chasing after multiple girls at a time, I am just like those who go on /r9k/. The bitter KHV type of person. So, I try to be faithful to one girl, and these voices creep up, telling me that I am a loser. Then I try to swear off dating all together, and I get even more bitter. Violently bitter where I start hating women and getting annoyed with them. Feeling like I am involuntarily celibate.

But, the strangest thing is that I am not. I have been with several girls. I have had to change phone numbers, delete kik and dating apps, etc. All I have to do is try. But when I'm not trying, the negative voices come back.

Anybody else deal with something similar? What is going on? What can I do to stop this cycle?