Anyone else ultimately feel empty inside? I shouldn't have

>>18479995
yeah sadly

>>18479995
but I think it's getting better

>>18480000
Elaborate then.

>>18480010
How so?

>>18480015
it depends on what's your life situation im 21 just got out of school and I haven't been happy in a long time/ I woke up the other day and just felt really bad my first thought was about suicide and how I would do it. its kinda scared me but it was a real thought so I started writing a suicide note it was hard to do but after I was done I gave it to my mom because I was never able to say what im thing and after she read it changed everything seeing how she felt made feel like shit.

>>18480015
it kinda hurt to see my mom cry thinking I would do something like that and it made me feel like I didn't want to put her through that

Yep. I have hope though. One day I'll be able to get out of this job and start working on my own entrepreneurial interests. If that doesn't work I have my art.

>>18480104
it all works out in the man the hard part is just having to go along with it