Has anyone here ever thought about taking their own life, only

Permanent solution to temporary problem. I just don't see anything past death being real. So I try to enjoy what i have. Having loved ones helps a lot.

Yes, there is. Not long ago was a period in my life when I wanted to kill myself realy bad. I tried to cut myself with knife. But it was too much pain and I can't handle pain :D. So I thought about jumping of a building. My friend has said that in apartment where she lived you could go on a roof and the view ant night was great but it's looked now. At that time I would went there and killed myself 100% But then I thought about my mother. We don't get along very well but I thought about the pain she would feel. And it chaged my mind to this day

I use be suicidal, but I dunno I just got over it as time passed, my skin just got tougher with age.

I had started on a new antidepressant about a week before. Was feeling very down. Went to the medicine cabinet and filled my hands with a whole bottle of xanax. Thought of my 3 year old daughter in the next room playing with my wife. I thought I just can't do it to her no matter how bad I feel. Got off that shit and never tried again nor ever felt that bad.