Please help. I'm extremely close friends with this girl,

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Please help.

I'm extremely close friends with this girl, but I often feel like I'm not as close to her as she is to me. I wonder a lot if I mean that much to her, even though I've helped her with a lot of her anxieties and whatnot.

It's summer right now, and she's on vacation with her family. It seems like she hasn't made much of an effort to talk to me. She is extremely sociable and outgoing, though, and she seems to cycle through friends a lot. It seems like she's forgotten about me. Then again, it may just be her personality.

I think I might love her, but I don't know. What if I just love the idea of her? I don't think that's quite it, as I've become so close to her over the past year and have come to known her very intimately as an individual. God, these are just thoughts that run through my head frequently. I don't know how I feel. Maybe I just care about her deeply as a friend who has gotten me through depression, insecurity about my sexuality (bi, not homo), etc.

Should I talk to her about these feelings? Should I figure out what they truly are first? I have no idea.

I don't want to lose her as a friend.

I don't want to be alone. She means so much to me.

PLEASE

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