How do I reconcile being really horny, while simultaneously thinking

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How do I reconcile being really horny, while simultaneously thinking most girls I meet are completely worthless, while simultaneously wanting a quality girlfriend?

I'm only truly interested in particular women. Most of the time girls are boring and have views on life that seem dull, shallow or foreign to me. I try to get sex regularly but I don't often find myself around women that I'm really attracted to. I feel guilty about involving myself intimately with people who frankly repulse me. It sometimes seems cruel, like they can sense that I don't find them beautiful or interesting but it feels like my only option given the people I know. I feel like I'm selling myself short, I feel like my actions make me unworthy of the type of girl that I really want.

There's a girl that I really like but she seems like the innocent type, she could easily find out about my personal activities and she'd probably be repulsed. I don't feel like there's anything wrong with sleeping around but it doesn't make me feel confident anymore. It makes me feel cheap and gross.
What should I do? Also how do I quit porn?