How do you deal with the death of a close relative?
My great-grandmother who raised me died today morning.
The thing is, I barely cried. If I did, it was for less than ten seconds.
I am in a position of absolute not-understanding.
>>18472091
It probably didn't click in your head yet. A week after dad died, we noticed there was a dinner plate which was now unnecessary. We felt like eating lead that night, the feeling of loss really sunk in our guts.
Besides, each mourning is as unique as the person suffering it. There is no right way to feel it, and anyone which says otherwise is an ignorant at best.
When my best friend died I only cried for that night. After that, I didn't got depressed but I still miss him nowadays and everytime I find some new vidya to play it makes me think that we could've had enjoyed it together