I think I may have an undiagnosed disorder (apserger's,

>>18470724
Go see a doctor

you go to a psychologist who is speciallised on asperger/ autism. You can ask ASD-groups about doctors doing it for cheap.

But be awayre, that thinking you might have it does not mean you must have it, like 50% of everyone who goes to a specialist is going out of the door without a diagnosis, I did aswell.

If you come on your own and are half way through with gettting along with your life, you will have it difficult, to get a diagnosis. I was able to tell her a story for every aspect she asked me about, but she told me, that real aspergers would not on their own have any need to reach out to others, even though I only got around trying to work through my past when I was 25 and never had any real impulse beforehand.

If you go and don't get a diagnosis, would you be upset about living a lie?