Okay, /adv/, here's a long one about the gf and I, need

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Okay, /adv/, here's a long one about the gf and I, need to vent and see if it's time to end the relationship:

>be me, driving in car with gf to a show
>explain to her my anxiety is coming back, just talking to her about it
>she suggests a method to get rid of it
>I say 'thanks, but that doesn't work for me'
>she goes silent and says 'fine, I guess I can't help you, then, whatever'
>silence for rest of the ride once I explain that I didn't mean it that way
>we park and she gets out to put money in the meter
>she vanishes, returns 3 mins later and I ask where she's been
>she shouts at me for raising my voice
>I try to calm her down and she comes out with shit like 'oh anon, NOW you're logical, WOW' and mimicking me in a dumb voice
>she says she doesn't want to go to the show now 'because of me'
>she drives off, speeding and driving a little recklessly
>I ask her to calm down and drive safely, she says 'I don't care if I die, I wanna crash. Hopefully you live'
>I'm shitting myself for the entire ride
>eventually we stop at a park and she looks me in the eyes and repeats 'you're losing it' 6 times
>I tell her she's scaring me and needs to chill out
>she chills at the park, but then goes 'd'you think this tree can hold my weight'
>I vent to her about how abusive she's being
>she cries and says, after apologising, that if we break up she 'may kill herself'
>I go numb and avoid talking/her advances

I think I'm about to have a full-blown panic attack and idk what to do. I feel trapped and I don't know how to proceed. She's in the shower now, I'm gonna tell her parents and her therapist, but beyond that idk. Advice needed, anons.

TL:DR - Gf argued w/ me, then drove dangerously with me in passenger seat, then threatened suicide