I am forever lonely and always feel like I want friends but whenever

>>18463189
Cry on 4chan

Don't make any effort to change yourself, sit behind a screen and say you're the victim. Don't ever ever try introspect. Again cry on 4chan it seems to be working.

>I am forever lonely

This is an issue that cannot be dealt with with even the largest amounts of people or the most profound of interpersonal relationships. You will eventually realize that the state of loneliness is a self inflicted state that only you can pull yourself out of by literally controlling your own thought processes.

What's there to be lonely about? You're here along with the rest of the universe. That "you" that you separate from "them" is an illusion. Sure, I don't necessarily jump onto the whole "all one consciousness", but you certainly aren't disjoint from the rest. This is a self fulfilling prophecy you invoke out of a strange desire to be a tragic hero/heroine on your life's journey, when in reality, you are capable of writing your story however you want. Just as you can convince yourself you are alone with reason after reason, you can convince yourself that you aren't alone with reason after reason. You just need to find reasons of the later and stop focusing incessently on the former.