>be male >don't get laid until I'm 22 >do

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>be male
>don't get laid until I'm 22
>do pretty bad, because I'm just losing my virginity, luckily with the girl I liked the most in my whole life
>don't ever see that girl again, unluckily
>don't get laid again until a year later
>can't get it up because I'm afraid that I'm gonna do horribly bad again
>do horribly bad again because of that
>never see this other girl again
>don't get laid until three years after that (now)
>I got to be FWB with a girl I kinda dig
>first time we fuck I manage to get off, kinda quickly, I think
>get erections after cumming but lose them as I'm putting on a condom or changing positions
>a week later we fuck again (first time I ever fuck the same girl for a second time), but I cum even quicker than the first time
>can't think of anything besides getting hard because I think I'm afraid I'm gonna ruin it again
>couldn't notice I wasn't even trying to pleasure her anymore, I was just trying keep an erection
>can't keep erections, just like the first time I was with this girl
>eventually can't get erections that night
>now three days have passed since I got a boner for the last time, probably because I feel like shit since then
>can already feel like I ruined everything with this girl when speaking to her

First I felt bad because I didn't get any action. Now I feel bad because I'm always too anxious and stressed to ever get any real satisfaction from sex.

I think it was better when I was still a virgin and didn't feel as bad about myself.

Is there any hope for me? I really don't wanna use viagra.