Lately I feel empty. I'm 39, just started a job as a welder after 1.5 years in school. Making decent money. Married 3 years to an older woman. She has a 26 year old son but we wont have children nor do I want them.
Feels like I'm in a dead cycle. Weekends are fucking boring and I end up cleaning the apartment and doing laundry. Feels constant tension and I don't sleep well.
I'm working but I'm not living.... https://youtu.be/nxg4C365LbQ