>start talking to some guy off of 4chan on discord >we

It is sad that we aren't fully educated in matters of love.
What you are experiencing is something called agape.

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>>18454322
OP is spreading their buttcheeks? how do you know this?

>>18454293
idk what to tell you OP. but here's a snek that someone forgot to don't with.

This is normal when you are lonely and only have a single person in your life you relate too.

Your options are to either try and hook up with them in which case good luck, meet someone who actually lives near you which will in all likelihood lessen your feelings for random internet anon as you are connecting with a second human, or finally you can continue to be alone and slowly drive yourself mad with loneliness while building internet anon up to be much more than he is.

I guess you could also find some other internet people to talk to but that won't really fix anything.

You are idolising this person because you're lonely. You're infatuated with somebody you do not know. You don't even know he's not a bot.

Nip this in the bud now. Realise that this isn't a real crush.

>>18454293
You imagine some handsome guy and he turns out to be average if not worse
Good luck

>>18454371
I don't imagine him to be handsome. Not that I mean that in a harsh way, just that I'll assume he's average until I know what he looks like
>>18454366
I know that he's a real person
The thing is I've been lonely before and had people I would talk to regularly and wouldn't feel this kind of feeling for.
>>18454322
Looking up the definition of agape, I guess that sounds similar to how I feel. I just imagine myself maybe holding hands with him while we walk somewhere, sharing a kiss while spending a night in together, etc.