Adv I need alcohol to sleep now.
It's not like I need to be completely smashed but a few pulls of whiskey is the difference between drifting off quickly and peacefully and thrashing in bed trying to get comfortable.
I'd like to stop doing this.
It used to be I only did it when I was feeling stressed and couldn't relax.
Now I feel stressed whenever I don't have a bit of posion in me
How do I do this