Hey /adv/ Highly considering being an hero right now...I'll

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Hey /adv/

Highly considering being an hero right now...I'll try to save you a long drawn out sob story and get to the important parts here.

>Be in 3rd grade when 9/11 happens
>Father gets deployed to Iraq
>Comes home, is abusive
>Estrange yourself form him at 11 years old
>No idea how to deal with girls
>Be 19, sign up as well
>Come home from training, meet a girl
>Lifes great
>Fast Forward 3 years
>Lifes not great
>Hook up with a 32 year old immigrant from Germany
>Have great sex all the time, but feel guilty
>Tell GF you want a break
>inb4 "I feel like a part of me has died and I'm losing my best friend"
>She still doesn't know I cheated
>Would rather die then try to fix myself and what I've done

What do?