What the fuck is wrong with me >gf of 2 years now >legit

>gf is "dream girl"
>still jerks off to other girl

So would you break it off with your gf or with the other girl?

>>18443433
People have shitty, shitty feelings and you can't really avoid them. The second gf I ever had was fucking awful to me, and it took me four years and two other girlfriends to cut her out of my life completely.
It'll take time. At least you've already cut off contact. Until then you gotta bear it and not do anything damaging because of it.

>>18443433

you only want her because you tell yourself you cant have her

>>18443433

Maybe you just like the attention? What DON'T you like about your current relationship? Maybe you should focus on making your relationship even better. It sounds like it's already great but maybe it would take your mind off things if you actively try to better your relationship. Or focus on doing things to keep an active lifestyle, besides looking for tang. What are your hobbies?

>>18443442
interesting how you didn't get this answered from actually reading the OP

>>18443451
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>>18443445
Yeah, actually thinking about it this is probably right.

You have to decide what you're going to do about this OP. The best option you have is remaining in the spot you're in. You got a good gf, want to marry her. Stick with it. You can do your little jerk off sessions and not hurt her, and not have to sacrifice your relationship just to fuck the landwhale. You jizz and then you're disgusted, which is what will happen irl times 100.


If you want to stop you just simply have to stop. Block her so you don't get reminded of her if you have to, and avoid the porn that involves stars that look like her. If it bothers you that it turns you on then you have to stop. Is there a chance you're more attracted to the fatty?

>>18443444
It wasn't even anything serious, I was mostly just desperate to fulfill all my bbw fetishes. And I think since I never got to fulfill those fetishes since I met my gf before I could go through with any hedonism, it just carried over.

>>18443451
I don't know if the attention is what I'm after. Because I'm completely content with not talking to fat girl, I'm completely content with never speaking to another girl again. I love the attention I give and recieve witb my gf and I don't want that to change. I just get constant invasive thoughts about having sex with the fat girl because I'm a degenerate with a fat fetish.

I mean, I guess I can try improve my relationship, I don't know what more I want out of it. As far as hobbies go I like making shit. But I see what you're getting at, focus on something productive instead of dwelling over some pointless fetish of mine.

>>18443445
>>18443457
I probably am being turned on by the whole "forbidden fruit" appeal.

I know that cheating or even formally ending my relationship just to fuck the fat girl would be the dumbest move just because of how grossed out I get with myself everytime I jerk off to the idea of fucking the fat girl. Which is why I've remained in the spot I am for the past 2 years. I think the porn is a major contributor to my invasive thoughts. I've already deleted her on Facebook (I can still see her pictures so it's better if I just block her). I think my porn addiction is what's fucking with me the most and encouraging my fantasies, stopping the porn may stop me from thinking about other women.

I wouldn't say I'm more attracted to the fatty, just because how I know I'd never commit to her and how I regret jerking off to her. But with all these invasive thoughts, I'm beginning to doubt myself. My gf is not even close to fat, and it's the fat on the fat girl that's turning me on. But that may be because of all the porn that I've desensitized myself into wanting more degenerate things.

>>18443510
>It wasn't even anything serious, I was mostly just desperate to fulfill all my bbw fetishes. And I think since I never got to fulfill those fetishes since I met my gf before I could go through with any hedonism, it just carried over.

So here's the thing bud, you're in luck. I have the exact same fetish and have actually been in a similar situation to you.

I fucked ONE chubbier girl while I was an ex gf and fucked around with another. The thing is, I only did it because she cheated. You're not in the right to do that, and you have the benefit of STILL being attracted to skinnier women. I can maybe kind of swing that, I guess? But if I'm being honest with myself only fatties do it for me now. Now, if that's a life you want to live, then so be it, but it sounds to me that you want your relationship to work, so file your fetish under "fantasy" and press on.

>>18443510
>Constant invasive thoughts

Hmmm, idk man. This is where it gets tricky. The thoughts are invasive because you're attracted to fatties. Maybe you're denying that part of yourself? That part of your sexuality isn't getting expressed and this is how it manifests.

I'll tell you this, one of the chubby girls I messed around with when I was dating, it was WAY less fun after I broke it off with her. The whole forbidden fruit aspect was gone. So to do anything rash and break it off with your gf for this, which I don't expect you to do, don't do it.

The way I see it, you have like 5 options

1. Continue doing what you're doing, jerking off to fatty and leaving it at that, accepting that you like it

2. Realize that it's just fantasy and get over fatty, stop fapping to her

3. Try and introduce your gf to the fetish and see if she'll gain weight (risky and might not be your thing, definitely not a high up option)

4. Fuck the fatty behind her back and get it over with (dumb option, and you'll also realize it wasn't worth it as soon as you cum, or idk maybe you won't)

>>18443531
(cont)

5. Break it off with gf and fuck fatties like you want

Now

>I probably am being turned on by the whole "forbidden fruit" appeal.

Maybe, but you also clearly like fatties.

You might be disgusted by it but it turns you on in the beforehand.

>Which is why I've remained in the spot I am for the past 2 years.

You've been jerking off to this girl for two years? Yeah you sound like you are in a VERY similar situation to me. I was obsessed with her, I was way more attracted to her than my gf and we got to fool around every once in awhile. Idk man.

>I think the porn is a major contributor to my invasive thoughts.

Maybe you're right, so quit the porn. I quit porn for about a month awhile ago, didn't fap or anything for a whole month, and I was looking at fatties and basically had to "warm up" to it again. I had to be like "yeahhh I like this" instead of being instantly aroused.

>I wouldn't say I'm more attracted to the fatty, just because how I know I'd never commit to her and how I regret jerking off to her.

But regret and shame may stem from society's stigma around fat girls, AND the fact that you are in a committed relationship.

It's not that you aren't attracted to her PHYSICALLY, because you clearly are. Commitment and dating her are very different from wanting to fuck her.

>But with all these invasive thoughts, I'm beginning to doubt myself. My gf is not even close to fat, and it's the fat on the fat girl that's turning me on.

You have a fat fetish, it likely won't go away. mine is something I always had, even regardless of what I said about jerking off to fatties earlier. The thing is, if I go to a public place I'm not looking for skinny girls, I look for fat girls. They're the only ones that do it for me.

If you conditioned yourself to like bbws somehow then yeah, maybe abstaining from porn and stuff can help you rewire your brain and you not think about this girl. But, if you've always had it, it's probably not going away.

>>18443433

If you want to quit being a degenerate, quit wanking off to that shit. Just stop. Don't think about stopping. Just stop and do something else.

>>18443433
>>legit a 9/10 to me both face and body
>>was a virgin before meeting me
she's probably a 3/10 to other men, so your problem is not that weird.

>>18443433
Goddamn lexxxi is getting bigger and bigger

OP needs to show up because his problem is clearly not solved

>>18444046
She's huge and it's so hot

>>18444609
I went to the gym and fell asleep after I got back home, my bad lad

>>18443531
>>18443546
If I really think about it, the main hinging point for my attraction to fatties is the fact that they have enormous tits. I think I have conditioned myself into liking fatties because I was having a hard time finding average weight girls with disproportionately large natural boobs. Fatties with small/average boobs do nothing for me. My fat fetish is rather recent too, I've only been into it for the past 6-7 years and that was exclusively porn. It wasn't until I met the landwhale that I started fantasizing about fucking her constantly.

I do think the social conditioning and stigma against fatties and dating them is what turns me away from fucking/dating them. I didn't want to get serious with the landwhale, I just wanted to fuck her, which is why I was trying to set up dates to fuck her, not to get to know her. I couldn't care less about what her interests were, I just wanted to fulfill my fetish. Not only do I not want to deal with the social shaming if I dated a fat girl, I don't think I'd be very happy with myself because of my own personal reservations against being fat. It's weird man, I absolutely hate fatties for what they stand for (gluttony, laziness, lack of care for personal well being, etc), but I still want to fuck them.

Don't get me wrong, my gf has larger than average tits herself (something like an F or G cup), so it's not like I'm deprived of tits... just that the landwhale has way bigger tits... if there was a way to make my gf's tits bigger through weightgain where all the fat went to her tits and everything else remained the same, I would be 100% all for it.

>>18443551
I'll have to ween myself off of porn that's no doubt. It's getting to the point that I'm enjoying jerking off more than sex, which is another problem in itself.

>>18443557
Maybe. I ain't complaining though because she's pretty much perfect to me.

>>18444963

F and G cup, wtf? Isn't that fucking huge?

>>18444963
>I think I have conditioned myself into liking fatties because

Might be true, you'll have to ween off the porn as you said.

I guess you also said you were attracted to the fat on the fat girl which confuses me. I guess you just meant the fat on the fat girl exclusively in the tit area?

>Only been into it past 6-7 years

How old are you? But yeah you're definitely different from me, I've always been into fatties so I probably also would get more satisfaction out of fucking a landwhale than you would.

>You do think the social conditioning etc

Yeah, but you can hide fucking them. Not trying to encourage you but it's true, you can totally hide it.

>Personal reservations against being fat

Sounds like you're conflicted, if you are turned on by the fat as you say, then you're getting turned on by something you're against and hate.

If it's just the boobs, then yeah, I get it. but if it's more than the boobs, then you're in denial.

Someone like me revels in the gluttony and laziness, I want to fuck huge landwhales and watch their disgusting bodies jiggle and flop around as I do it.

How much is this landwhale weighing anyway? Is she a true landwhale or are you exaggerating?

>Gf has larger than average tits
>F or G cup

HOLY FUCK man, those are massive. You are not going to find much bigger than that, either you don't know cup sizes or your sexual fetish is not being fulfilled because F cups are huge, and G's are massive. If she's got a G cup and you have a huge boob fetish you already won, she sounds like a keeper to me. If you're not being fulfilled by g cups then maybe it's time to consider the fat one. It's obviously weighing in on your mind, no pun intended.

You already have demonstrated a herculean level of will because a guy like me would be plowing that whale as much as possible and probably still keep the girlfriend around. And I'm not trying to tempt you but damn son. Shit is honestly making me horny.

>>18444977
They are pretty big my man. D cups are tiny to me though, just for context

>>18445017
Let me put it this way. I cannot get excited to a fat girl unless she has enormous tits. Yes, the belly does get me off watching it bounce on its own with the tits bouncing every which way, watching her fupa jiggle, but if her tits fall below my minimum requirements, then theres no way I'm getting off to her unless I force myself.

I'm 26, so this fetish only started to develop when I started college. In highschool I was actually into fit/skinny girls ironically enough. Big tits were always a thing for me though, ever since I hit puberty. But as I grew older, I desired bigger boobs.

Suppose you can hide fucking fat girls, and that's really what I intended on doing with the landwhale before I met my gf. However cheating for me simply isn't something I'd be proud pf doing and it would just eat at me forever, even if you could guarantee me that my gf would never find out. The only way I'd be ok with fucking the landwhale is if for whatever reason, my gf decided to dump me.

I suppose I am conflicted in a sense. I could never respect a fat girl for who she is purely because she let herself get to her state from having no self control, a virtue I hold very high for myself and for a partner. That's part of why I could never date a fatty and why I only tried to pursue fucking the fat girl. I haven't a clue how much the landwhale weighs, never asked, but I'm not exaggerating when I say she more or less has the body of lexxxi.

>>18445214
cont.

I'd like to think I'm pretty well aware of cup sizes, I'm a big tit fetishist first and anything else comes second. They're huge to the average guy, I agree, but to me they're "big enough". Which is why I can say that my gf is perfect to me. Enormous tits to me are more in the I - K cup range, but I do realize how detached from reality that is. Only fat chicks can have tits near that level I've found, but then it all comes back to how I hate fatties, would never seriously consider them as a mate, and all my other reservations regarding fat girls.

At the end of the day, the more I talk about it, the more I'm thinking this is all a product of porn and my addiction to it. Yeah, I get off to stupidly huge tits and yeah a lot of the time a fatty will be attached to those tits, but all the porn is making me lose sight of what I have right in front of me.

>>18445214
>Unless she has enormous tits

Which is fair, I'm into bbws/ssbbws as I said and there's some smaller titted models that do it for me but not quite as much as the bigger ones, generally. I get it

>Yes, the belly does get me off
>Watching her fupa jiggle

You like fat girls with huge tits then. It's not "just the boobs". Sure, the boobs are what's doing most for you, but it's also the fatness as well, seeing as how your fucking MASSIVE titted gf is somehow not satisfying you.

I think it goes like this for you

Thin flat girls = fat flat girls, both do nothing for you

But huge titted whales > skinnier with huge tits to you

you like their fat bodies, it's why you're jacking off to this girl you speak of. Whether that's through conditioning or just exploration of what you like, who knows. Maybe the desire for bigger boobs created a conditioning in your brain to where the bigger boobs you fapped to, the fatter they had to be, and so on.

But part of me doesn't buy it. Any person into big boobs know there is relatively skinnier girls you can find with huge boobs, it's not exactly rare on the internet. Hitomi Tanaka being one. Macromastia can give thin girls massive boobs as well.

She's actually pretty thin, maybe a bit chubby at times I guess but she's no landwhale.

Maybe it's conditioning, or maybe the turn on factor is your revulsion to the fat. Again, "forbidden fruit" in your head anyway. You want to be revolted by it, but part of you is attracted to it. "Naughtiness" you know? You hold self-control at such a high virtue, but a woman with no self-control plus huge boobs does it for you.

Do NOT cheat. You've made it this far, and your gf again sounds like a catch. It will eat at you, you sound like a good guy.

Hold off, and if your relationship goes south you can fuck the girl if you so choose.

>>18445219

>Making you lose sight of what you have in front of you

I mean like I said she sounds like a keeper.

>>18445219
I guess you did say that if your gf could gain weight in her boobs you would do it, but it just seems like you're more turned on by the landwhale based off of what you said.

Kind of a needless question, but if your gf had tits the size of the landwhale's, do you think you wouldn't be doing what you're doing?

>>18445272
I wouldn't say I like fat girls with huge tits more than I like skinny girls with huge tits. Probably a slight preference, but there's some depraved part of me that wants to fuck fat huge tit girls and marry skinny huge tit girls. I know there are skinny girls with enormous tits out there especially in porn, but as far as I'm concerned I haven't met any let alone prude ones (which IS something I do look for in a mate).

I guess I should take a step back here, I may be exaggerating how much I jerk off to the idea of fucking the fat girl. But that's not to say I don't jerk off to her a good portion of the times I do jerk off. I do get off to fat girls no doubt, even if they are required to have enormous tits, and it's why I jerk off to this fat girl a whole lot. It's a variety of factors at play here I'm sure, but I think what needs to happen is that I need to stop the porn, at the very least stop jerking off to fat girls to stop fantasizing about fucking a fat girl that had interest in me far too long ago at this point. I'm not worried about cheating on her since that will never happen, but I'm concerned that sex will just get bland for me because she doesn't have the hardware I desire.

>>18445282
>if your gf had tits the size of the landwhale's, do you think you wouldn't be doing what you're doing?

Probably not. If she had tits as big or bigger than the landwhale and kept her figure the same, I would have long forgotten about the landwhale by now.

>>18445435
>Slight preference

However slight, you do like fatties with huge tits more. This is where my confusion stems from, as I'm sure you're confused, too.

You say you want to or think about fucking this girl "every night your gf isn't over", and jerk it to porn stars that look like her.

>I do get off to fat girls no doubt
>It's why I jerk off to this fat girl a lot

Your "slight preference" is making you doubt the sex you'll have in the future with your gf because she doesn't have the "hardware" as you say.

The "hardware" being even BIGGER tits, and from the sounds of it, being fat.

You have, from my observation, a sort of madonna-whore thing going on with your gf and the whale. Your gf is the ideal partner, and isn't shameful for you to have in public and you can own up to your partnership with her, but you desire a huge breasted landwhale deep down because it would satisfy your fetish and you secretly like fat girls. But you could never date one due to your shame, only fuck one. The trade off is, you can't fuck one, but you have an ideal partner. You're basically at war with your dick right now. You know the smart choice for you, but your dick wants the fatty

>Probably not. If she had tits as big or bigger

I just don't know if that's true or not based on what you said. You have a "slight preference" but you're worried things will go south sexually with your girl because she's not this fatty. This slight preference is enough to make you doubt your continued sex life with your girl. That just seems like it's more than what you say it is.

The real test will be the ending of the jerking off and stuff. Say you nofap for awhile, a month or so (however long it takes). Then, revisit the landwhale's pictures or just think about her and see if you still desire her. If not, then you had conditioned yourself into liking it and you can not worry anymore about sex with your girl and obsessing over the landwhale. If so, it means you are closeted fatty lover.

>>18445495
Now from there you can continue to stew in this relationship and just accept that it's just going to be fantasy

Or maybe she breaks up down the road, or you do for whatever reason you have, and you get the chance.


OR your relationship follows a logical progression, one in which your gf gains a bit of weight as most women tend to do as they get older and the longer they're in relationships, and maybe your gf gets a bit of extra boobage and you're satisfied from that.

>>18443433
you want her OP just be honest with yourself

>>18446718
That's kind of what I'm getting from it too.

>>18443433
hey op, i am in a similar situation like you

>gf of 1 years now
>legit a 9/10 to me both face and body
>was a virgin before meeting me
>has the same views on life as me, supports me in all my aspirations (even the autistic manchild ones)
>have the same common end goals
>does everything she can to make me feel loved and I do the same in return
>sex is amazing, I'm incredibly turned on by her
>want to marry this girl in the near future

>before I met my gf, I was 1 year together with my exgf
>she was a bit overweight but not a landwhale and her tits were really huge
>she was also a virgin
>things get very saucy over texts, start sharing lewds over snapchat
>start making vague plans on meeting up for sex
>now shes working out everyday and looks wayy hotter
>despite a perfect relationship with my dream girl, every night the gf isn't sleeping over, I'm lusting over my exgf
>jerk off to pornstars that look like her/facebook pictures
>I immediately feel disgusted with myself after I finish jerking off
>repeat the same thing the next night if gf isn't sleeping over

>>18445214
>D cups are tiny
Well damn. I always thought they look huge on a 5'2 frame.

>>18443433
It doesn't matter how beautiful or kind a woman is because a man will always take her for granted and want to fuck some other girl. Keep yourself in line OP or you'll lose a wonderful woman. Look how many men complain on this site about not being able to find a nice girl to settle down with. You have what many men want yet you're being totally selfish and greedy.

I suggest stopping with the fatty porn because it's only encouraging you to cheat later. You already want to cheat on her despite her being a good and lovely partner. Have some self control and keep your sexual urges for her and her only. Would you want her to do the same for you if she had a black dude fetish and fapped to black men all day?

Even rich people who dine at fancy 5-star restaurants occasionally crave McDonald's.

>>18447121
lol thats perfect

>>18447121
Nice reddit tier response, but that actually doesn't apply here. He doesn't "occasionally" crave this girl, he's clearly obsessing over her.

And rightfully so, if this monster-titted whale wanted to fuck me I would be fapping to her, too. It's what makes this story like fat fetish erotica-tier. He wants to plow the fat pig and probably could, but instead faps and fantasizes about her while his skinny gf is slowly losing appeal for him. He knows what excites him but won't admit it. He likes fat hogs. She's the dirty secret.

>>18447612

It's like an episode straight out of Jerry Springer. There's always some pretty good looking trailer trash girl up there who accuses her bf/husband of cheating, and then some huge fat ugly cow lumbers onto the stage: "Yea we did eet and eet wuz soooo guuuuud"

Holy shit OP. I was in the same situation as you, few years back. I held my ground, didn't cheated in the end. It didn't helped with my fetish, that is for fucking sure. If anything it made it worse. I spent another two years with then-current gf and then we break up because of different reasons.

Now I'm without gf and I can get in touch with this glorious titcow, since she actually sent me a message yesterday. Goddamn, she ticks so many of my fetishes. Huge tits, fake huge lips, love of latex and shit like that. But man, I'm such a shallow vapid cretin, I want to fuck her bad, but I can't even imagine the social fallout this could have on me.

And I know she is a bit crazy (both in good and very bad way), so this have potential to be really fucked up.

It sometimes amazes me how actually fucking weak I'm about some things.

>>18448938
>Didn't cheat in the end

And that's all that counts man, you tried.

>I can't even imagine the social fallout this could have on me

Is this titcow a fat whale too?

>>18448959
>Is this titcow a fat whale too?
She is more something between chubby and bbw. I can post some pics probably. She is also very much into fake plastic bimbo stuff which is incidentally another of my fetishes.

The main downside is though not her appearance, but the fact that we have some shared friends and she is well known slut. And on top of that, pretty socially aggresive one - she knows everyone and everyone knows her. It's basically social death-trap. Now don't get me wrong, I could lie my way out of it, but still..

>>18448970
>I can post some pics

Do itttt. I was hoping OP would post some of the landwhale (at least below face) but that'd definitely be a nice addition to the thread.

>It's basically a social death-trap

Forgive me if this sounds harsh, but I can't imagine being out of high school and caring. Who cares if you fuck the slut? If your friends disown you for it then forget em, not good friends anyway.

This is kind of part of OP's problem, too. He wants to fuck the fatty but is afraid of social stigma, struggling with denying that part of himself.

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>>18448983
>but I can't imagine being out of high school and caring. Who cares if you fuck the slut?
I know my nigga. It will sound retarded, especially here on cantonese insect cooking forum, but I'm somewhat public person here. That is why I'm talking about this stupid shit. That trap I talked about? I'm fully aware that it is mostly of mine doing.

Alright, here's the pics. Got more if you like.

You're obviously a closeted whale hunter. Have your current gf gain weight.

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>>18443433
why the fuck is this so common

I have a similiar situation
>been with gf for over 2 yrs
>cute, beautiful
>virgin before me
>we get along personality and humor wise fantastically
>would love to stay with this girl and marry eventually
>she helps me be a better person and keeps me positive

However
>still have fantasies about other women
>some including girls i've spoken to and hit on in the past
>including one girl I almost had a chance with before my current gf
>still friends with this girl now

Its fucking annoying. I have the perfect GF but my mind just goes places and I fantasise about these other women and makes me feel like a twat. I wouldn't cheat though.

>>18449034
I think it's something back in our ape brains. You know, you gotta spread those genes, you gonna procreate. Great, you got one, now get another. This kind of impulses.

Why it is mostly cheap sluts for me, that is however beyond me.

>>18449011
>>18449011
Lets see em

Shes got that bimbo thing going on for sure

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>>18449065
Alright mang.

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>>18449034
>why the fuck is this so common
Because male psyche is not adopted to monogamy. If women cheated back in prehistoric times, her man would kill her. If a man cheated, woman couldnt do shit to him, she just had to accept. This happens today as well.
So stop being a bitch and have a fling, just dont tell, like men always did.

>>18449077
>>18449082
>>18449093
Nice. Got to give kudos on your willpower to not cheat as she is hitting a lot of my fetishes.

>>18449169
Not to mention, she is rather fun and open to a lot of kinky shit, as crazy hoes tend to. It's much worse now, since there is no one to cheat upon. Fug.

>>18449123
No because that would make me a horrible person. I love my girlfriend.

>>18449182
Got any lewds? Pale titcow bimbo sluts are amazing

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>>18449309
Not on this device, sorry anon. But have more tits.

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>>18449325
Damn but thanks for the pics. Have a tomoko burger as a reward

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>>18449332
No problem senpai, happy to share. Found one more, bodyshot. Those tits, damn.

Op post pics of whale and gf

>>18449354
Seconded

No face necessary but let's see this whale's tits.

I have a feeling OP Is long gone though

>>18443433
>I would never cheat on my gf, that's out of the question.

Yes...

Truth is 4/5 men would probably cheat on qt with 5/10 chubster eventually... And half the time the QT self esteem is so low she would put up with it. After all why would anon cheat on her with fatty if she wasn't trash. But the ones who just leave and never contact you again... they're the ones you want. Because if you have the same attitude you can actually trust eachother to go to work and not fuck the boss.

Just be glad that you arn't going to cheat, and understand you don't get away with anything in this life. Fuck... your gf might cheat on you in 2 years time with the guy who serves her morning coffee... You want to be the man she lost and not the POS who who cheated on her.

Next time you masturbate to fatty picture yourself having sex with fatty after your gf walks out on you and now all you have is fatties couch and ice cream. Imagine watching 5 hours of netflix with her on a tuesday night eating takeaway... for 3-4 years.

Who knows maybe that's what the future has in store for you.

>>18443433
I think I know how you feel. My gf is a BIG girl, looks very much like pic related, eerily similar in the face.

I think what the deal might be is that you just have a thing for fatties. This is more complex than it sounds - attractive fatties are VERY rare and the guys who like fat chicks fucking jump on them as soon as they can because they know how rare they are. Maybe something in your subconscious is pushing you towards the big girl because you know that another opportunity for such a perfect woman (physique wise) might not come up again. Then again, you don't have to think with your dick, and should probably be thinking straight with the girl you already have a relationship with

Just trying to decipher your thought process

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>>18449507
shit forgot pic

>>18449343
Not that fat tho. I thought you were talking obese kind of fat.

>>18449556
>Not that fat tho. I thought you were talking obese kind of fat.

As if she's the none obese type of fat. She's pretty bad anon.

You wanna keep her there just incase you break up QT3.14 or she cheats on you. Think of her as a rebound who's ready and waiting. For christ sake she has HATE tattooed across her chest.

>>18449569
>She's pretty bad anon.

>>18449517
Is pretty bad.

This girl is almost close to being chubby.

>>18449592
yeah man, like she is chubby and somewhat fat, but you really cant call her a landwhale or something.

>>18443433
Bro the same shit is happening to me wtf?

>>18450350
Is she a whale?

Hey OP, are you attracted to this girl because, to you, her body represents that loss of self-control - the virtue you idealize - and you want to do the same thing sexually?

>>18443433
Call the other girl fat or say something so awful that she never wants to see u again

jerk it to even more degenerate taboo porn to cancel this one out.

>>18450660
This is actually a really smart way of looking at it.

>>18450675
>>18450944
Terrible ideas lol.

>>18450632
Shes fat but has small titties, which it sucks because i like em really big

>>18452242
So you have a gf but wanna fuck this small titted fatty?

What's the story

This thread is proof that men are awful no matter how good of a wife or girlfriend you are. Don't get married ladies falling in love is shit for women.

>>18452250
>gf stopped initiating sexual contact (no touching, no signs of anything)
>feel undesired
>i learn about responsive desire
>even though i know whats going on and how to fix, feel like shit anyway
>go to bed
>sleep
>wake up with morning wood
>i start fantasizing about the chubby sucking me off
I feel like a degenerate

>>18452289
>gf stopped initiating sexual contact

First sign of trouble, if she isn't even TOUCHING you and showing affection that's fucked. Might have eyes for another dude. Not trying to sow the seeds of distrust, but unless she has other shit going on in her life that's a bad sign to me, personally.

>I feel like a degenerate

You're a good guy if you even feel bad for fapping to someone else and you're in a relationship.

But if it's because she's chubby, don't feel degenerate. Liking chubby girls isn't a degenerate thing, now you could argue being into fat women is, but I think chubby is acceptable.

>>18452275
OP was feeling like shit about it and said he would never cheat, idk how that makes men "awful". Basically all of us were giving tips on what to do to stay faithful, or break up if he's going to fuck her.

Fuck you OP. I didn't ever get to have a virgin and your stupid selfish nigger ass is fucking flaking on both?

Fuck you. Pic one faggot.

>>18452320
Does faithfulness really matter when your SO is obsessively thinking about fucking another woman every day and fapping to related porn because of it? I'd rather be cheated on and find out because it feels like the same level of betrayal. OP should be thinking of his girlfriend but his thoughts are filled up with an unrelated woman. Does that sound faithful or respectful to you?

It makes me sick thinking that there are so many men who obsess over fucking other women when their A+ partners give everything to them and more. It's like one woman is never enough for a guy and that's a shitty deal for the women who actually care about their partners.

>>18454310
You lack understanding of men's sexuality. While I agree that obsessively thinking about fucking other women every day isn't ideal, we still think about having sex with other women. It's just biology. A good man will probably avoid it, as this guy tries to do, but many accept it's just what we do.

>It feels like the same level of betrayal

I don't know, I don't see it that way. To find a guy who absolutely truly has eyes only for you would be rare. Would him watching just any old porn make him as worse as a cheater?

>Faithful

Being faithful is physical to me. If he's not cheating he is faithful

>Respectful

That's up to debate. Again, I think it's a part of men's sexuality to want to have sex with many women basically all the time. To show the opposite is admirable and hard to do for any man.

>It makes me sick

I get it, but OP doesn't WANT this. You also have to consider OP might be in denial as to his true tastes in women and he's stuck in a rock and a hard place because of it.

OP has forsaken us