>get baptized >slowly but surely have a total meltdown

I feel like I'm open to ideas but I'm closed off to them fooling me.

Isn't part of faith struggling with it?

>>18428641
Look for other religions, look for logic and reason options, just don't fall for stupid shit like Scientology.

Obviously he is biased, his life depends of people's faith

Also being baptized as a toddler means nothing, because it was not your choice, to be truly baptized you have to accept it and choose it by your own will of accepting God.

>>18428641
What exactly is the issue? Your post is vague

>>18428683
OP never said he was baptized as a baby. Judging by his post, he's some form of protestant. Likely Baptist or Non-Denominational (aka "I'm just christian :D"). Not sure why he called him a bishop tho. Maybe I'm wrong.

>>18428683
I was baptized in February. I'm 21.

>>18428701
Because I'm Mormon.

>>18428641
Nigger abrahamic religions are the most abhorrent, pernicious filthy cunt cults in existence. I wager they're even worse than Scientology at least Scientology is upfront in its bull shit and blatant falsehoods.

I recommend looking into Hinduism. I will do this shortly, but I'm a chronic procrastinator.

Faith is a bs gamble set forward by the church to give them power.
Believe in yourself, cause only you have the power to change your life, not some superior power.

Former Mormon here. I went on a mission. I've studied quite a bit on both sides, I respect those who still go to church and those who don't.

If you feel like talking to someone who understands most of the perspectives in play, I'm here.