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I want to go to university and actually earn money, I have over 10 GCSEs but they're all Cs and my predicted grades were all As and my teachers said that if I wasn't fucked in the head at the time I could have actually done the A levels that I wanted to do. I hated everyone and everything and flunked my GCSEs without touching a textbook. Now I'm stuck, I left school after starting my A levels because the school was like a prison but I was too late to transfer to another. I work in a bar on the weekends and Monday-Friday I'm not doing anything but normal work like retail and barista work makes me depressed and I end up being late to work all the time because I know I have to do it but I hate the job so I take my time getting ready. The thing is that I live on an Isolated Island with a lack of opportunity to do something interesting and my parents want me in a job and I just want freedom from them. The police and 'government' have eyes and ears everywhere here there is basically no crime, they once pulled me and my mates over for throwing popcorn at someone we knew and social security won't help me because I'm not 21. Help me please? I just need a start or a way out off this Island without killing my self ahaha.
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>>18414768
>Isolated Island with a lack of opportunity
Be more specific. You a Scottish Islander or Channels or Wight or what?
In general it sounds like you're in a prison of your own desire to escape, maybe try to accept your situation then you can change it without the panic. You don't sound like you're in a good enough place to do your A levels yet tqbh senpai.
Have you tried meditating?
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>>18414785
Channel Islands
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>>18414806
kek, that's literally as shit as it gets. Just get out man, no matter what it takes get out of that cultural wasteland tax evading piece of shit archipelago.
t. ex channel islander, haven't been back to jersey in a decade
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>>18414785
Yeah I've been stressed outta my mind, I left my Dad's house after like 8 years to be with my Mum and oh my god I've never been so relaxed except now she's pressuring me to get a job and I suggest another topic. I actually want to relax for now and probably explore the world and broaden my mind, my family stresses me out. They're very opinionated and parts of them are nice but they're assholes on the inside and I have no control because I'm the youngest.
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>>18414785
I like mindfulness, kind of like meditation but I do it at least.
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>>18414840
Ahahah brilliant thank you so much
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